NgingowaseGalicia
Igama lami ngu Santiago, kodwa bonke bayangibiza I-Santi, eqinisweni elithi "Santiago" livela kuphela kumazisi wami, futhi umama wayewusebenzisa kuphela lapho enze okuthile okungalungile...: -Santiago woza la…!!!.uSantiago ukhuluma kahle noma ngizokushaya ngesiliphu emlonyeni!!!!
Ngincamela ukuthi ungibize ngoSanti, uma ungenankinga. Am Santi Molezún, njengoba basho ku-TV: «Uvele uwuphawu lokuhweba» (Sengathi ukubhalisa uphawu lokuhweba kuyinto eyinkimbinkimbi…). Kodwa yebo, ngempela, kuyiqiniso, ngiwumkhiqizo, nakuba ngingenjalo nje.
ngazalwa ngomhla ka 28 kaJulio we-1970, edlule kakade iminyaka 52 ezweni lami laseGalicia, edolobheni elinomlingo elakhiwe ngamatshe futhi eligcwele imvula: I-Santiago de Compostela.
Ngivela emndenini "we-posh", kahle, isibongo: "Molezun» isibongo se-isigaba«Ngokusobala ngithi isigaba nge-irony, ngoba akekho onesigaba esingaphezu kwanoma ubani omunye ukuthola imali eyengeziwe noma ukusebenza kulo msebenzi noma omunye umsebenzi, nakuba abanye bekholelwa kakhulu kunabanye.
Eqinisweni ukhokho wami wayekhonaIMeya yaseCoruña» futhi kukhona ngisho umhubhe onegama lakhe edolobheni, wawubizwa ngokuthi: «Canute Berea«, wayengumculi nomqambi, wayenesinye sezitolo zomculo ezihamba phambili edolobheni naseGalicia. Ukhokho kumele ngicacise ngasohlangothini lukamama hhayi olukababa, okusho ukuthi wayengekho. Molezun kodwa I-Berea.
Ngasohlangothini lukababa, umkhulu wami wayengusozigidi eziningi, engowokufika edolobheni lase manzanillo, Cuba. Wayenezindlu ezingenakubalwa, izikwele, amachweba, amasimu kakotini, izinkondlo eziqondisiwe kanye nomagazini bezincwadi, wakhuthaza abaculi baseGalician abavelele lapho eCuba, futhi wayengomunye wabasunguli be-«.inkundla yemidlalo yaseshashalazini«, uhlobo oludume kakhulu lwetiyetha ehlekisayo nomculo eCuba…. Mhlawumbe kungenxa yakhe ukuthi ngazuza njengefa lolo hlangothi lwezobuciko olwaluzongiphelezela ukuphila kwami konke.
Cha, angizange ngizuze ifa, konke kwathathwa kuye ngomunye umGalician: «Fidel Castro«. Mechachi olwandle!
Ubaba wayeyinhloko yamaphoyisa kazwelonke eSantiago de Compostela, wayenemisebenzi emibili: Isayensi neMathematika. Naye wayenguthisha we yoga futhi of ukuvikela umuntu siqu. Ngokuhamba kweminyaka kwaba UColonel Wezempi, wayephethe inkambu manje eseyakhiwe yiPhalamende eCompostela. Bekungokwephromoshini ye-«umluki«, yebo, lowo owazama ngo-1983 wehluleka ukuketula umbuso... futhi ngenhlanhla…
umama wazalelwa e Ceuta ngenhlanhla, ngoba wayeyindodakazi yesikhulu sezempi esasimi lapho isikhashana, kodwa wayehlala khona ICoruña Ngaze ngahlangana nobaba. Catholic, wayeya emisa njalo ngeSonto, wayengowesifazane ofunde kakhulu, nenhle futhi elula, umama wekhaya omkhulu ngubani upheke kamnandi kakhulu nalokho futhi ithungiwe, Ngangivame ukwenza izingubo, ngikhumbula njalo omagazini abaningi abanamaphethini: «Lapha» phezu kwetafula, omagazini bemfashini engisenawo. Umthungi omkhulu, owayesebenzela izingane zakhe kuphela. Ngemva kweminyaka waba nesitolo sendwangu edolobheni elibizwa ngokuthi: Ama-Bertamirans en Ames isitolo sasibizwa ngokuthi: «T-lar«, ithengiswe: amakhethini, izimpumputhe nezindwangu ngekhilo phakathi kwezinye izindwangu eziningi. Wayesilungisa njalo asenze nezimpahla zethu. Futhi ngangihlale ngizihlaba ngenaliti lapho ngizama phambi kwesibuko.
Isimilo sikamama sasimangalisa, njalo wayephendula ngento eyayikushiya ubambe ongezansi futhi ngobuqotho emhlabeni, kungakhathaliseki ukuthi bazothini noma uhlala kanjani emva kwakhe amazwi abuhlungu ngezinye izikhathi. Okababa wayenobuntu, more: "Ngikuvumela wenze noma yini... kodwa funda..." Bobabili babebahle, bangikhulisa ngalo lonke uthando lwabo futhi ngaphenduka ngendlela engenza ngayo... : Umthakathi , isiboni se-TV, umklami wewebhu, indlovukazi yokudonsa, indlovukazi, umculi, iciko, umfundi omubi, i-punk, abahlubuki, abaluhlaza, contestón kanye ne-anarchist. Ngokuvamile nginamahlaya amnyama, nabanye kanye nami futhi ngazuza njengefa isimilo sikamama nokwethembeka nokukhanga kukababa.
Ngafunda ezikoleni eziphakeme ezizimele... lezo lapho ngaleso sikhathi wawushiya ugcwele ukucindezelwa noma ushiye ezinonya kakhulu kunalokho owawuzifakile, njengami: «Isikole iPeleteiro neLa Salle. Lona owokugcina wabapristi…, lapho ngangiseqenjini lezenkolo elibizwa ngokuthi: «I-Polaris» lapho sasikhuluma khona ngeBhayibheli noNkulunkulu futhi senza imisebenzi ndawonye… amakamu, izixuku, sasicula izingoma zenkolo njll…, “okuvamile kunoma yimuphi umuntu osemusha”, bagcina bengimema ukuba ngiye kuleli qembu lenkolo… amakamu kuphela, futhi ngangikwezempi lapho sasivuka ngo-08:00 ekuseni ukuze siphakamise ifulegi futhi silibuke imizuzu embalwa njalo ekuseni nalapho sasingcolisa khona kwezinye izindlu zangasese ezakhiwe yithi...
Ngiyaqonda ukuthi konke lokhu kuyingxenye yesikhathi sami esidlule, ngakho-ke kungasetshenziswa ukuqonda kancane ngobuntu bami bamanje. Akukho okwenzekile ngenhlanhla, yonke into iyiqoqo lezigigaba eziholela ekubeni nobuntu obufana nalobu enginabo...
Ngafunda nasesikhungweni somphakathi: «Edward Pondal"Noma"Isikhungo se-Conxo»ngesikhathi sokuthomba kwami kwe-punk, eyathatha iminyaka engu-9 yezinwele ezinemibala zikamiwe, zikamu, zashefa zaze zafika kuqanda kanye nama-bangs emlonyeni. Ngaphila kakhulu ngeminyaka yama-80. Uthando "The Cure", "Siouxsie and the Banshees", "Nina Hagen, "Sex Pistols", "The Clash", njll. Iculo lami bekungawo wonke amabhendi angewona awokuthengisa engangiwalalela ubusuku nemini esiteshini somsakazo sikazwelonke esibizwa ngokuthi: «Irediyasi 3″. Nsuku zonke ngangilalela umculo amahora angu-24 ngosuku, ngevolumu egcwele, angifuni ukucabanga ukuthi omakhelwane bazocabangani ngami... kodwa ngokuqinisekile akukho okuhle. Kwaphuma intuthu kagwayi ekamelweni lami, ngoba bonke abangani bami abangu-20 babehlangana nsuku zonke ekamelweni lami, "igumbi" elincane eliluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka okwakungumhume wami, eligcwele amaphosta nezithombe ezikhishwe kumagazini: «I-Rockdelux»Futhi«Dlala Idiski» futhi wanamathela odongeni ngamaveyili amnyama kanye neshawa elilenga ophahleni ngeteyiphu. Kuyo sasichitha amahora namahora sicula, sibhema, sihleka, sikhuluma… ubusha bobunkulunkulu. Kwesinye isikhathi sasigibela isitimela singazi ukuthi sizosiyisaphi, singabheki lapho siya khona bese sigibela i-excursion lapho siwele khona, siphethe iziginci nesifiso sokuzijabulisa nokunqamula. Abanye bagibela izinqola nalapho sifike khona... bengacabanganga ngokubuya. Nkosi yami njengoba ngibhala konke lokhu ngiyazibuza ukuthi kwakunjani ekhanda lami, nginendodana enjena ngayibeka ePeleteiro. Manje sengiyaqonda ukuthi abazali bami bahlukumezeke kakhulu nami...
Nganginjalo, Santi Molezún punk
Udlale ibhesi eqenjini le-punk: «punk the broa» esikhundleni sesinkwa se-Broa, okwakuyileso sici nesinkwa sobuciko esenziwe ngommbila waseGalician nesiPutukezi. Asizange siswele umcabango kanye nesifiso sokuziveza phambi kwakho konke, ngezinye izikhathi ngangilala emgwaqweni, ngishaye amakilasi amaningi, ngifeyile izifundo ezingu-7 no-8, okungukuthi, ngangiphumelela kuphela i-gymnastics noma i-ethics ... futhi ngezinye izikhathi ngisho nalokho. , hhayi ngeze ngehlulekile 2nd of bup dragging two of 1st futhi ngaphinda izifundo eziningana ngaphambili ... Ngaphuma futhi ngachitha usuku nabangane/njengama-pimp, amadoda ommese, ama-punk, ama-rockers, ama-heavy, ama-bad guys, ama-squatters nabo bonke leso sidakamizwa sasikhona sangizungeza amahora angu-24 njengamanje kagwayi…, angikaze ngibe yisigqila sezidakamizwa, ngangibhema amalunga kuphela, angisenalutho… abanye babangane bami bagcina sebecwile ku-heroin, kodwa ngenhlanhla angizange. Nakuba ngangihlala nabantu ababebhema ihhashi "ephepheni le-albal" phambi kwami ekamelweni elivaliwe.
Ngayeka ukufunda, lapho ngibhalisa kwesinye sezifundazwe ezingama-50 zaseMelika: Washington esikoleni se I-Dramatic Art. Abazali bami babengigunyazile ukuthi ngiyenze futhi ngangizofundela imidlalo yeshashalazi ngiphile E-USA. I-adventure egcwele amaphupho nokukhohlisa ekhanda elineminyaka engu-16 ubudala elafinyezwa ngokungagunyazi i-visa izikhathi ezi-5 zilandelana ngokukhethekile ngenxa yendlela yami yokugqoka nokukama izinwele zami. Ukuthi ngashintsha kanjani ezithombeni zokugcina, lapho ngangigqoke khona futhi ngikanywe ngokwejwayelekile njengendlela yokugcina, nalapho nganqatshelwa khona: “Ngenxa yokuthi u-consul akakwazanga ukukufaka ekhanda lakhe ukuthi ngizofunda e-US kuphela. ." Ngaleso sikhathi nganginobuhlakani obuhlukile, ukuvuthwa okuhlukile futhi konke lokhu kwakungiphatha kabi kakhulu, ngangingazi ukuthi ngingagayeka kanjani, ngingazi ukuthi ngenzeni, ngagcina unyawo olulodwa eSpain nolunye ku. amaphupho ami okuba umlingisi. Ukuyifundela kwelinye izwekazi kwakungenakwenzeka futhi isiphetho sami sashintsha kakhulu. Ngangivele nginikeze bonke abangani bami ikheli lami elisha, ngase ngivalelisa, bangenzela ngisho umcimbi wokungifisela izinhlanhla. Ngahlala eSantiago, ngidabukile, ngimunyu, ngangiphuza kakhulu futhi nolaka lwami lwanda. Ubaba wahamba wayokhuluma nomqondisi wesikhungo: «Edward Pondall» ukungifunda, kodwa bamtshela ukuthi kwakungeke kwenzeke, ngoba "isifundo sase siqalile" nokuthi nganginomkhandlu wokuqondisa izigwegwe kusukela esifundweni sangaphambilini, ngokuqondisa nokufaka inkanyezi ku: «I-Little Red Riding Hood Porn» emkhosini wokuphela konyaka phambi kwabo bonke abazali, abafundi nothisha. Babengabuthandi ubuciko bami…noma amaphedi agcotshwe utamatisi akhishelwe emphakathini. Umqondisi wesikhungo ngaleso sikhathi: «Encarna Otero», kamuva owaziwa kakhulu ngendima yakhe kwezombusazwe zasendaweni, ezilwela amalungelo abesifazane kanye nezaseGalician, ... kwamphatha kabi lokho futhi ngicabanga ukuthi wasibona sifezeka isifiso sakhe sokungixosha. Kufanele kuqashelwe ukuthi ngemva kweminyaka eyishumi ngamvotela eqenjini lakhe lezombusazwe, ngoba anginalo inzondo.
Kodwa noma kunjalo, ngenxa yesinqumo sale ntokazi sokuthi angikwazanga ukuqhubeka nokufunda izifundo ezintsha kulesi sikhungo futhi ukuze ngingalahlekelwa unyaka wempilo yami bese kufanele ngiphinde isifundo futhi (nami ngangingasiphumelelanga), kwaba ngenkathi ngibhalisa: Isithombe ku Isikole Sobuciko Nezandla"UMathayi uMfundisi"Lapho kumele ngisho ukuthi ngaphinda ngomunye unyaka ngathandana nentombazane engangiyithanda kabi, endala kunami, yanginika amathanga ngokuba umfana futhi ngahlela ukufunda ukuze ngingayiboni. akuyona langa yothando brainless?
Abazali bami bangibhalisa, njengomzamo wokugcina nezimvu zabo ezimnyama, ukwenza okuthile okuwusizo esikoleni: «I-CEV»Isikhungo Sezithombe Nezifundo Zomsindo, Ngangiwuthanda kakhulu umhlaba wethelevishini Futhi ngathola ibanga elingcono kakhulu esikoleni sonke:Okuvelele!. Kwakungama-studio abiza kakhulu futhi akhethekile, imikhuba eminingi eyangifundisa ukuthi umhlaba wethelevishini wenziwa kanjani ngaphakathi.
Cishe bonke ozakwethu manje basebenza ezinkampanini ezikhiqizayo, kodwa hhayi mina. Ngaqondisa futhi ngabhala ifilimu emfushane yemizuzu engama-20, enesihloko esithi: «Ekhoneni lomphefumulo» kususelwa engomeni edumile yesithandwa sami nesithandwayo: «UMaria Dolores Pradera"futhi"Albert Cortez" eziningana Izindawo zokukhangisa kwethelevishini, futhi, ngayishiya ukuze ngizinikele kuphela ekufundeni izincwadi, ngihambele ukubonisana kwami ngokugcwele. Kungani ngingaqhubekanga? Hhayi-ke, ngicabanga ukuthi ikusasa lami lalizoba elinye... noma wayengasenayo imali yokuqhubeka nokwenza izifundo ezibizayo zabantu abampofu. Kwakungu-1990 futhi ngase ngiqale ukusebenza esitolo sokuqopha esibizwa ngokuthi: «i-laser disk» ngidayisa ama-LPs, Maxis and Singles… bangifaka enkantolo inyanga yonke kodwa angizange ngiphumelele, babengangithandi!, futhi ngazinikela emsebenzini wami omusha: ukunakekela umalume IDown's Syndrome, amehlo akhe ayesanda kuhlinzwa ngenxa yolwelwesi, imiyalelo yayiwukuthi wayengakwazi ukubeka izandla zakhe emehlweni akhe ubusuku bonke futhi umsebenzi wami omusha kwakuwukuchitha ubusuku bonke ngihlezi, ngimbuka ngenkathi elele, ukuze angahlali. wathinta futhi akazange asuse indwangu yokuvala amehlo. Uma enze njalo kwakumele ngimbambe izandla ngingamvusi...naye ngichithe ubusuku ngivule amehlo njengamasoso kanti emini ngiya kulawo makilasi Isithombe nomsindo ngentengo yegolide. Bathe beqeda ngathola imaki ngazizwa ngiziqhenya ngami, ngase ngizizuzele ngedwa! Ngicabanga ukuthi ngikhule ngokuzumayo, ngase ngibe umuntu oqotho... vhs ividiyo…, okungukuthi, ukuvuthwa okuncane… Ngaphinde ngashiywa ngingenamali futhi ngingenazo izifundo.
"Nganginobulili obuhlukile", kodwa ngomuzwa ongaziwa mayelana nabafana abahle engangibakhanga, ngangibathanda, kodwa ngangicabanga ukuthi kwakuyindlela yokuncoma nobungane, empeleni kwakungelona iqiniso, okwenzeka ukuthi ngangizithanda ngokocansi, kodwa noma kunjalo ngangingazi, ngangingazi. Nami ngangiwathanda amantombazane futhi eqinisweni ngawathanda, wayenothando futhi enothando, ngakho sasingathi wayenobulili obubili, ngingazi futhi ezifela ngabantu besifazane abahlale bephula inhliziyo yami. Nganginezintombi ezinhle kakhulu futhi ezikhetheke kakhulu, kodwa kukhona okwakuhlala kungalungile, engangingakwazi namanje…. futhi ukuthi ngemva kweminyaka wayezothola: UKUTHI NGINGUMARICON.
Kusukela ngisemncane kakhulu, kusukela ngineminyaka engu-8, ngangikuthanda kakhulu ukusebenzelana nemimoya, ukuphila kwangemva kokufa, yini ekhona ngemva kokufa, siyaphi, ingabe umuntu angakhuluma nabafileyo lapho sebeyishiyile imizimba yabo? Yingakho enza ama-seances nabantu noma eyedwa ngokuphelele kusukela esemncane kangaka. Izincwadi zomfowethu kanye namamagazini avela Isayensi Yemimoya futhi uzifunde ngasese.
Nansi indlela ayeyingane: Santi Molezún
Ngenza iseshini yami yokuqala ye-spiritism lapho ngineminyaka engu-8 kuphela ubudala, lokhu kungase kuzwakale kubuhlungu, ngoba umuntu uhlale ecabanga ukuthi ingane yale minyaka ibheka ukudlala nabangani bayo noma nje emhlabeni wakhe we-lollipop, kodwa njengoba ngokoqobo njalo kudlula inganekwane futhi "okuvamile" ngezinye izikhathi kuphela ohlelweni lwengqondo lwalabo abasifundisayo. Ngangingeyona ingane engajabulile, ngingenakho ukuhlukumezeka, ngingazizwa sengathi anginabangane, kunalokho, nganginabangane abahle engangihlangana nabo ukuze ngidlale nabo nsuku zonke, kodwa ngangizivalela ekamelweni lami nge ithebula le I-Ouija futhi ngaphinde ngakhuluma nabanye abangani bami: Abafile. Phakathi kwazo izinhlangano ezingezinhle kakhulu… azilungile neze! Yibo abangihlele ukuba ngikholelwe ukuthi nginamandla, noma izipho, nokuthi ngingasiza abantu abaningi, bazi ikusasa labo, babe nomphefumulo wabo futhi ebuntwaneni bami njengomkhumbi ngathatha uhambo olwandle lolwandle. ukusebenzelana nemimoya, ngaze ngafika kolunye ugu, nginesizungu. Ngoba awusoze waba nabangane nakanye kuyinto ekhethekile. Impela wonke umuntu uyakuthanda ngenxa yesipho sakho kuphela. Kuyadabukisa kodwa kuyiqiniso ngokuphelele.
Iminyaka engama-41 yobungcweti, amakhadi okufunda, ama-pendulum, i-tarot, ukufunda imigqa yesundu, izindawo zetiye nekhofi, ukufunda amathambo ase-Afrika, ama-runes, amatshe abanjwe emfuleni noma amagobolondo ogwini , ukubhala okuzenzakalelayo, amasiko, izithako, iziphandla, ama-talismans, i-voodoo, umlingo omhlophe kanye umlingo omnyama, imiphumela ye-poltergeist, ukufundwa kwamehlo, amanzi, umlilo, izinkanyezi, amafu, ubuso , kusukela kugwebu lokugeza… yebo, futhi kusukela kugwebu lokugeza! Impilo yami izinikele kakhulu, iminyaka engama-40 ihamba ibanga elide, lapho ufuna ukufunda, usungula izinto ezintsha futhi ungazikhawuli.
Kodwa-ke, kule minyaka engu-40 "ekusebenzelaneni nemimoya", ngenza nezinye izinto eziningi, ngoba lapho umuntu ezinikele kokuthile isikhathi eside, kudingeka anqamule kwezinye izinkomba ezibenza bakhohlwe iqiniso labo futhi bazizwe bephila. Ngiyindoda "efuna ukuvelela", bengilokhu ngikhona, yize manje ngincane kakhulu, futhi ngibheje emabhizinisini ahlukene, ngivule izitolo ezimbili ze-esoteric, iminyaka emi-4, ngidale inkampani Yemfashini: «Imfashini ye-Universal», lapho ngize khona ukuzo-oda izingubo zabantu ababaluleke kakhulu nabahloniphekile, ngisebenze njenge Hudula indlovukazi egqokile i-dragformer futhi aphuce kusukela ekhanda kuye ozwaneni. Ukuba umlingiswa wami : «Elvira the Galactic» muhle kakhulu, uyathandeka, uyavukela futhi futhi udala kakhulu. Sisebenza eqenjini esilibiza ngokuthi: «I-Queenpostelas«, okwavela kakhulu eGalicia, enabaqaphi, ngokudlala njalo njalo nabezindaba abavela kulo lonke elaseSpain bebiza njalo. Besingaqhubeka, ngoba sasingamaphayona eGalicia yenhlangano ye-Drag, kodwa yonke into yaphela njengayo yonke enye into, ifa.
Ngifundile Izithombe, Isithombe kanye Nomsindo, ngithola inothi elihle ekugcineni njengoba ngike ngakutshela, funda design web: I-Flash Macromedia, ICinema 4D, WordPress, Photoshop, okungivumele ukuba ngibe nesiko lekhompyutha elibanzi kakhulu. Ngichithe iminyaka engu-23 yokugcina yempilo yami kumakhompyutha. Ngiwashise ngokoqobo amehlo ami phambi kwesikrini.
Ngike ngaba nayo isiteji sethelevishini esisebenzayo kakhulu, kuxoxiswane nabo emithonjeni yezindaba ehlukene futhi eze ezokwethula izinhlelo eziningi kumabonakude. I-ego ngaleso sikhathi yadala umonakalo kimi, kodwa ngakwazi ukuyilawula, nakuba ngivuma ukuthi kwakunzima, ikakhulukazi lapho ngibamba iqhaza engokoqobo of a inethiwekhi enkulu ye-tv, lapho lapho ngihamba ngathola indawo yonke eyayingeyona le engangiyijwayele. I-TV yenza abantu izilima, labo abayibukayo nalabo abayenzayo, kodwa inokuthile okuhle, ukuthi ufika ngesikhathi esifushane kakhulu ekhaya lezigidi zababukeli. Angisho ukuthi ngiyazisola, kodwa ngibhekisisa yonke into ngaphambi kokuba ngibuyele emuva. Ngizizwa kahle ngokwenza ithelevishini, nginekhono, kodwa uma ngingenasithakazelo kulo msebenzi, ngithi cha. Ngaphambili, kwakuphambene nalokho, ngathi yebo kukho konke, kwakuyisidingo sokuzizwa ngiqashelwa, engingasenawo. Amakhasimende nabalandeli bayakhuphuka uma usenza futhi behle uma ukushiya, kuyamangaza.
Manje njengoba sengimdala noma ngingaphansi kwengane, ngiyaqhubeka nokuzala kabusha. Kusukela ngoJuni 2016 ngicabanga umculo, ngiqamba ngekhompyutha, umculo we-elekthronikhi, futhi ngiyaxuba, ngikhiqize abanye abaculi kanye nami. Uthando lwami ngomhlaba womculo kade lwaba njalo, kodwa bengingakaze ngizinikele kulo selokhu ngadlala ku-«I-Punk The Broa»njengomdlali we-bassist.
Lesi isifinyezo esincane sempilo yami, salokhu iminyaka 52. Kuningi ongakusho, kuningi, kancane kancane ongakufunda uma ufuna kule webhusayithi yami. Uzongazi kangcono njengomuntu futhi ngizoyiphula kancane inganekwane. Hhayi-ke, akukho lutho olubi njengokwenza abantu baqonde futhi akukho lutho olungcono kunokubazi eduze, ukuthola njalo ngaphakathi kwabo impilo eseduze nasemaphuzwini amaningi afana neyakho.
