“Angazi ukuthi ukubhala lokho umuntu akuzwayo, akucabangayo noma akuphilayo ngaphakathi kuhle noma kubi kangakanani, kodwa ngiyazi ukuthi ukufinyelela ekudaluleni umcabango kuyisiqalo sokwakheka kwesithombe sengqondo, esingasebenza umhlahlandlela, wokuphunyuka kwelinye lamaqiniso amaningi alinganayo ophila nsuku zonke, noma inkundla yendiza yamaphiko omphefumulo wakho.

Iqiniso liyingxenye yokuba, ngento ngayinye eyenzekayo kuwe uyakhula, wehle noma uguquke, njalo ngehora kancane, ubheke ekuqaleni nokuphela kobukhona bakho, ukuguqula ube yisilo, ofile impilo engasebenzi noma into enhle. .

Uma ungakulindele, isikhathi esiningi uyanyamalala futhi awushiyi lutho emhlabeni wabaphilayo.

Lesi sithombe siyangihlukumeza, mhlawumbe yingakho ukubhala "kuyi-self-therapy" ye-Karma yami.

Ukwazi ukuthi engikubhalayo uzokufunda nokuthi uma ngihamba kuyohlala kulo mhlaba, kududuza ukukhathazeka kokunyamalala unomphela ngokuthula. Ngemva kobuhlungu kufika ukuthula njalo namagagasi okukhohlwa. Ungangikhohlwa…

Ngiyakwazi ukubhalela abanye kodwa ngiyazenzela, nakuba ngazi ukuthi uyangifunda, futhi lokhu engikubhalayo kudlulisa imicabango yami kweyakho, angikwenzeli wena kodwa ngikwenzela ukushaya kwenhliziyo yami.

Ngineminyaka engu-51 ubudala, ngiphila impilo yokuqunjelwa, njengomuntu oqeda ukoma ngemva kwesikhathi eside elangeni, uphuza kanjani? eziphuzweni noma ekuphuzeni?.

Mhlawumbe ingqikithi yobukhona ilele kulokhu, ukuphila okujabulisayo ngaphandle kwesikhathi nangaphandle kwamadigri noma ukuyiphulula ngeminwe yakho ngaphandle kokuyithinta.

Uphila kanjani?

Ukufinyelela umgomo akukufezi futhi udinga ukufinyelela komunye ohlukile ngezikhathi ezithile, kuyilapho ulahlekelwa ukuphila kwakho, kuze kube nini?

Le dayari ihlose ukusiza ingqondo yami, ukwazi kwami ​​kanye nokungazi lutho ukuthi ngikhumbule isonto, inyanga kanye nokuhlangenwe nakho okwenzeka kimi.

Ukuqaphela izinyathelo zami engingakwazi ukuzigcina enkumbulweni yami isikhathi esingaphezu kwamahora angama-24. Nosizo kinina, eningakhumbuli enakufunda, eningakhumbuli ukuthi niyangazi.

Konke sekukhohliwe, yonke into iyashabalala lapho igagasi likhuphuka, futhi isula imikhondo yami esihlabathini”.

Santi Molezun